Hi, My name is Micah Park Biffle, I am the author of ' A Man's Traveled Heart,' I am a Veteran who found his way back through writing. I consider myself an architect of the imagination. Here you will see my creations come to life. My short stories, poems, my thoughts, and a little touch of my life.
Brush upon a canvass, creating a brake-less variety of
colors. Coating the moments, one feels branchless in the world. Trying to find
where to plant thoughts like seeds and become the brightness one needs so
But what business is left to do when one feels of a walking
Covering all basis of the damned, feeling breathless, almost
brainless in the wandering of life. Ceaseless does one feel when colors do not
blend. When thoughts become an eager chorus of claim-less doubts. Skirting the
very breath of death, raising a blade in wishing for clearness. But only to
feel as if one’s heart has become daftness to even the oldest closeness.
Disconnected in self, darkness becomes so dauntless one
feels nameless in self. Puttering on the edges of thoughtless swamps. Drowning
in pitiful dimness of the rash and quivering in the coldness of regret. Running
from the shadows that one has created in conscious toils of constant census of
a callus witness.
What does one do when crudeness of thought is all that
blazes the fields of hope? Burning in endless doubt, craving the dreamless arid
deadness that is misery. Sucking on the fruitless attempts to find what will
draw only fringe-less hope. Because something is better than nothing, than
becoming headless among the living. Suffocating in the helpless cries till one
becomes too sore to open their eyes.
Building dull justice in the capturing of torment upon self.
Bleeding dry from lawless dribble one sets out to cast blame to others. Leaving
one thinking they roam free in the likeness of all. Creating limbless thoughts
crying wolf from the luscious lips of suffering.
Creating oldness in what is young, acting naive in the wills
of self. As if no thought, no flesh, no temptation is the fault of self.
Becoming drawl in the production of self, but acting as if one is of better
status with thankless lips. Connecting of false tries of stringless words as
stiffness of faith draws one tearless of one’s own exodus.
What does one have left in the dubious loss of insanity in
the fallacious calls of pitiful lustfulness?
How does one rescue thyself in the malicious attacks upon
Thank you for reading, have you ever let yourself become chaotic in ill thought of self?
The Scar of War And His Suicide To Escape It
He returned with a heavy heart. With a fierce storm raging in rain, thunder, and dark clouds. Memories of war collided beneath his chest. His lost brothers he could feel in the very bones of his soul. Nothing felt the same in this place he called home.
No words could describe the surmountable anguish that tore each second at his mind, creating a vast chasm. Loneliness slowly consumed him. Leaving him branded as a mental case, coming unhinged to reality. Drowning in the constant flavor of hops. Leaving no moment to be sober. Covering the storm with another, that if the fog became to thick to see, then his pain did not exist.
Flooded with anxiety of what he left behind in the chaos of war. He could not escape the nagging of all the thoughts he prayed to forget. Tarnished he felt, guilty, burdened, he felt far from a hero. Though each friend, each member of his family embraced him as one.
And on each night of his return, he sat at that foot o…
A Boy and A War
The train had just left the station, his thoughts creep with nostalgia as he watches is home fade into the horizon. His chest holds a nervous wreck, only seventeen and knows nothing beyond his home. He wears an old green t-shirt with red lettering that reads, The Red Menace is real.
His hair short, cut in the manner of a well respected boy. His eyes glitter with sadness as he has to leave everything behind. He knew this day would come but he wasn't ready, he had just graduated high school and was ready for adventure.
But now, he is well pressed into the chaos of the world. About to be armed in the fighting against a world enemy. For months he had heard the stories and updates of the war on the nightly radio. But it was all too surreal that he will now be part of such stories.
He can still hear the radio announcer speaking of the enemy bombarding the world as if to rid it of cancer. As the train moves further from his home he can still feel the tears of his mother…
To those that are depressed, I bring you these words and hope they fill the belly of your soul and nourish your heart,
Today, may be tougher than the former or maybe not. Maybe, today is like any other day, you struggling to remove yourself from your bed is but a wishful feat and nothing more. As you are coiled in the monotony of sadness that seeps from you like foul breath; from a desperate evening of melancholy. Maybe, the mere action to place a smile upon your face may feel like lifting the world from your chest.
I know these feelings well, I know them as well as I know the color of my eyes. I know when even a sunrise is no more joyful than a slaved day at work. When the world is pressing you into the unimaginable sinking of despair.
Where the air is thin but anxious thoughts a rabid. Where colors fade and all you see is grey and the whispers of death sound so sweet. Maybe you have fallen much further than I, where the act of infliction's don't jus…